All I Ever Wanted

Stroking my hair and staring down on me in awe,
Cherishing me and treasuring me despite every flaw.

Wishing for more time before sun-up tomorrow,
Hoping to erase and eradicate my sorrows.

Asking God why such a gift was granted,
Looking upon me amazed as if I was enchanted.

Touching my face with a feather soft caress,
Telling me you love me, that I'm more than just the best.

Comparing me to no one, for no one compares,
To my delicate hands to my chocolate brown hair.

I could have been your angel, your goddess divine,
I could have devoted to you all, my heart, mind, and time.

All I ever wanted was endless kisses and countless hugs,
All I ever wanted was apparently asking too much.

Mommy My Ass

When you stole sono pics off Google you should have been more careful,

Anyone can use Paint bitch right now you about to get a handful.

You think fucking around with heads is gonna get you where you want to be?

You only half right ma cuz you didn't think it'd lead to me.

Where the belly pics at? Why you so quick to leave town?

I hope you got enough sense to not come back around.

Believe you got shit waiting, believe you ain't getting out for free,

This time believe you gonna die and when they ask I'll say it's me.

I'm tired of the hurt and the stress you causing both me and him,

I pray to God I catch you so with the fishes you can swim.

Take a break from the lies and finish your fucking education,

I cant imagine you even paying for it, must have a slutbag foundation.

I didn't want to talk shit, hurt your feelings, and put you on blast,

Ha I'm lying and so are you, gonna be a mommy my ass!!

My Love

I know you ain't perfect, shit neither am I,

But I don't care for perfection love, just having you in my life.

You're an angel, you're a gift, you're a blessing in disguise,

I'm a kid at a carnival and you're my teddy bear prize.

I love you with more than words, I love you with my soul,

I'll love you if you grow old with me and even if you go.

I close my eyes to think of you and you're exactly what I see,

I close my eyes to pray to God that you cherish no other but me.

I know you try and push but you swear you always fail,

Hunny, I look forward to and rely on you like a welfare check in the mail.

I knew it since day one, since I seen you standing there,

It was right before I pretended not to see you then fixed my hair.

Your eyes, your hands, your scent, and your touch,

All the things you supply but still can't give too much.

For you I'd walk through fire, I'd go to hell and come back with a smile,

I'd walk the edges of earth and blow you a kiss after every mile.

I give you my heart completely, no matter its dire condition,

It's in need of some repair, and baby...you're the only technician.

Handle it with care, don't lose the pieces or scratch the surface,

You think God is giving a test in life but I think this is just your purpose.

I'm devoted to my love, I carry it with pride and and will give my life,

Well, Carlos Alexis you are my love and I'm quite possibly your future wife.

I'ma Wolf

You talk mad shit, stay coming out'cha face

Get in my way again I'ma put you in ya place

You got priorities ma, them 5 men and 8 kids

I'll drain ya blood regardless, no worries of doin a bid

Where you settin foot there's land mines ready to blow

With or without explosions, 6 feet under's where you'll go

Spend eternity regretting yourself & even your child

Bitch you so dirty you smelled upon miles

Compare me to a wolf, I'm protective of my mate

The only space in my life is reserved for murder and hate

When my hunting senses kick in I smell you like raw meat

I'm a predator in your world, by a rodent cant be beat

Maybe I'll spare you... ha for breakfast, lunch and dinner!

I'ma back down & let it ride? You didnt believe that did ya?

See if females acted proper instead of horny dogs

There'd be no need to write out your demise & post it in my blog

Yet another chic added to the album TBE, poor souls

Please respect me and him have no need for hoes

He's my present and my future, my husband and babys father

Last thing you should be doing is fucking with the wife of a Latin Mobsta!

The Path

I'm done fighting the battle because I've already lost

But I'd still do anything for you homie no matter the cost

I'd be by your side anytime night or day

I no longer need a light because you've shown me the way

You've created a path I'll do my best to follow

I've left the remnants of my heart behind and now walk with a chest thats hollow

I'll always look back and wonder if you're there

Watching and concerned like my overprotective Gorillabear

Deep inside I hope you're trailing me through every twist and bend

But I beg of you to catch up to me before I reach the end

There's no telling what lies ahead but I will fight my best

I'd give anything for one more night with my head on your chest

I miss your face, your body, that walk, that scent

You gave a whole new meaning to the words "heaven sent"

I tore you to pieces, chewed you up, and spit you out

No matter how dedicated you were I was always left with a doubt

I made you a victim to the crime meant for another

You were more than my boy, you were my crutch, my air, and my lover

Every step that I take I lose sight of what once was

I thought I was confused and stupid but I was really in love

The path is becoming more narrow and soon I will come to a halt

I want to give back everything I took from you and admit it was my fault

I want to turn around right now and see you standing right there

I want to look into your laughing eyes, feel your warmth, and smell your cologne in the air

I want to melt my body into yours and pray God will make us one

Looking at my life without you I'd rather look down the barrel of a gun

I'd give up my life and my soul just to see yours go free

And I'd come back for revenge on whoever wouldn't let us be

I wouldn't rest until your safe and they were well below the ground

Before, now, and forever to YOU I will always be bound

I feel the end closing in so if you're near give me a sign, show me

I can't take it no more I fucking love you end of story

I don't want to go this way this path is bullshit it's not for me

Where the hell are you when my life is depending on you COME SAVE ME

I'm running back to where I entered tripping on rocks and bleeding on thorns

Not a care in the world at all, all I can picture is the one I adore

I know I'm getting close I can feel your energy and see a light

I can't see where I'm going anymore the shining is just too bright

I can't hear, I can't see, but I feel like I'm falling

Why don't you respond, it's YOUR name that I'm calling

Now everything has stopped and I'm in a dark and warm place

Suddenly my eyes open and I'm staring up at your face

You're smiling down and have me wrapped in your arms

You tell me it was a dream and you will let me endure no harm

Your rough yet soothing hands brush the hair from my eyes

And you reassure me that between us there will be no goodbyes

You tell me you love me and there's nothing you wouldn't do

I reply back the same, "and P.S. I love you too"