All I Ever Wanted

Stroking my hair and staring down on me in awe,
Cherishing me and treasuring me despite every flaw.

Wishing for more time before sun-up tomorrow,
Hoping to erase and eradicate my sorrows.

Asking God why such a gift was granted,
Looking upon me amazed as if I was enchanted.

Touching my face with a feather soft caress,
Telling me you love me, that I'm more than just the best.

Comparing me to no one, for no one compares,
To my delicate hands to my chocolate brown hair.

I could have been your angel, your goddess divine,
I could have devoted to you all, my heart, mind, and time.

All I ever wanted was endless kisses and countless hugs,
All I ever wanted was apparently asking too much.

Mommy My Ass

When you stole sono pics off Google you should have been more careful,

Anyone can use Paint bitch right now you about to get a handful.

You think fucking around with heads is gonna get you where you want to be?

You only half right ma cuz you didn't think it'd lead to me.

Where the belly pics at? Why you so quick to leave town?

I hope you got enough sense to not come back around.

Believe you got shit waiting, believe you ain't getting out for free,

This time believe you gonna die and when they ask I'll say it's me.

I'm tired of the hurt and the stress you causing both me and him,

I pray to God I catch you so with the fishes you can swim.

Take a break from the lies and finish your fucking education,

I cant imagine you even paying for it, must have a slutbag foundation.

I didn't want to talk shit, hurt your feelings, and put you on blast,

Ha I'm lying and so are you, gonna be a mommy my ass!!

My Love

I know you ain't perfect, shit neither am I,

But I don't care for perfection love, just having you in my life.

You're an angel, you're a gift, you're a blessing in disguise,

I'm a kid at a carnival and you're my teddy bear prize.

I love you with more than words, I love you with my soul,

I'll love you if you grow old with me and even if you go.

I close my eyes to think of you and you're exactly what I see,

I close my eyes to pray to God that you cherish no other but me.

I know you try and push but you swear you always fail,

Hunny, I look forward to and rely on you like a welfare check in the mail.

I knew it since day one, since I seen you standing there,

It was right before I pretended not to see you then fixed my hair.

Your eyes, your hands, your scent, and your touch,

All the things you supply but still can't give too much.

For you I'd walk through fire, I'd go to hell and come back with a smile,

I'd walk the edges of earth and blow you a kiss after every mile.

I give you my heart completely, no matter its dire condition,

It's in need of some repair, and baby...you're the only technician.

Handle it with care, don't lose the pieces or scratch the surface,

You think God is giving a test in life but I think this is just your purpose.

I'm devoted to my love, I carry it with pride and and will give my life,

Well, Carlos Alexis you are my love and I'm quite possibly your future wife.

I'ma Wolf

You talk mad shit, stay coming out'cha face

Get in my way again I'ma put you in ya place

You got priorities ma, them 5 men and 8 kids

I'll drain ya blood regardless, no worries of doin a bid

Where you settin foot there's land mines ready to blow

With or without explosions, 6 feet under's where you'll go

Spend eternity regretting yourself & even your child

Bitch you so dirty you smelled upon miles

Compare me to a wolf, I'm protective of my mate

The only space in my life is reserved for murder and hate

When my hunting senses kick in I smell you like raw meat

I'm a predator in your world, by a rodent cant be beat

Maybe I'll spare you... ha for breakfast, lunch and dinner!

I'ma back down & let it ride? You didnt believe that did ya?

See if females acted proper instead of horny dogs

There'd be no need to write out your demise & post it in my blog

Yet another chic added to the album TBE, poor souls

Please respect me and him have no need for hoes

He's my present and my future, my husband and babys father

Last thing you should be doing is fucking with the wife of a Latin Mobsta!

The Path

I'm done fighting the battle because I've already lost

But I'd still do anything for you homie no matter the cost

I'd be by your side anytime night or day

I no longer need a light because you've shown me the way

You've created a path I'll do my best to follow

I've left the remnants of my heart behind and now walk with a chest thats hollow

I'll always look back and wonder if you're there

Watching and concerned like my overprotective Gorillabear

Deep inside I hope you're trailing me through every twist and bend

But I beg of you to catch up to me before I reach the end

There's no telling what lies ahead but I will fight my best

I'd give anything for one more night with my head on your chest

I miss your face, your body, that walk, that scent

You gave a whole new meaning to the words "heaven sent"

I tore you to pieces, chewed you up, and spit you out

No matter how dedicated you were I was always left with a doubt

I made you a victim to the crime meant for another

You were more than my boy, you were my crutch, my air, and my lover

Every step that I take I lose sight of what once was

I thought I was confused and stupid but I was really in love

The path is becoming more narrow and soon I will come to a halt

I want to give back everything I took from you and admit it was my fault

I want to turn around right now and see you standing right there

I want to look into your laughing eyes, feel your warmth, and smell your cologne in the air

I want to melt my body into yours and pray God will make us one

Looking at my life without you I'd rather look down the barrel of a gun

I'd give up my life and my soul just to see yours go free

And I'd come back for revenge on whoever wouldn't let us be

I wouldn't rest until your safe and they were well below the ground

Before, now, and forever to YOU I will always be bound

I feel the end closing in so if you're near give me a sign, show me

I can't take it no more I fucking love you end of story

I don't want to go this way this path is bullshit it's not for me

Where the hell are you when my life is depending on you COME SAVE ME

I'm running back to where I entered tripping on rocks and bleeding on thorns

Not a care in the world at all, all I can picture is the one I adore

I know I'm getting close I can feel your energy and see a light

I can't see where I'm going anymore the shining is just too bright

I can't hear, I can't see, but I feel like I'm falling

Why don't you respond, it's YOUR name that I'm calling

Now everything has stopped and I'm in a dark and warm place

Suddenly my eyes open and I'm staring up at your face

You're smiling down and have me wrapped in your arms

You tell me it was a dream and you will let me endure no harm

Your rough yet soothing hands brush the hair from my eyes

And you reassure me that between us there will be no goodbyes

You tell me you love me and there's nothing you wouldn't do

I reply back the same, "and P.S. I love you too"

Round 2

Ha devils and angels shit what a mix, front like you an angel but you keep turning ya tricks.

Claim of innocence but you're the devil in disguise, never hold my tongue bitch it's YOU I despise.

Can't stop thinkin about it shakin it outta my head, not for the reason you think though its you being dead.

He tells me to forget it you not worth the dirt on shoes, but all I see is blood and that blood drains from you.

I won't sleep right til you're quiet and paid the price, when your neck is under my knife please believe I won't think twice.

I can't wait to see you got plans yes indeed, and your rotting body is gonna be the source of growing weeds

Considering you a rat your remains will probably stink, and cleaning you off me won't work in the sink.

I'll have to be decontaminated probably given a shot, but it's worth all the trouble to see you in a burial plot.

Your fam will probably visit I mean yea I'm sure they'll care, but do NOT expect him to pay his respects...lol don't you dare.

While you're moving on to your next life as a mule, me and him will be working on Carlos number 2!

You'll never know that feeling not cuz your lame but your dead, slitting your throat was so much better than beating you in the fukn head.

Now that was my plan to relieve the frustration, but was tryna see it gush outta you like fucking menstruation.

It'll feel so good to have the weight off my shoulders, then me and him can live peacefully as together we grow older.

In due time it'll be my turn in the ground, but don't get it twisted homie it's just the second round!

Captive Heart

I'd kill for you and lie for you, but instead I chill with you and cry for you

You cant see or feel or hear my pain, but it exists and my hearts under tremendous strain

It yearns and calls for you and wants nothing more, but just cant take that first stride through the door

It's being held captive in a room full of criminals, you never caught on that message was subliminal

I feign for you and want you but you have no idea, unless I convince you that your place is nowhere but here

There is no escape it'll never be free, and if you can't understand maybe I should just let you be

I'd love nothing more than to be in your arms, it's the only place in the world I'm not subject to harm

Those brief cuddling moments feel more than just right, and I wish they weren't only limited to night

Un beso pa ti y tambien un abrazo...miss you much baby... sincerely, the ex-future Mrs. Matos...

Dirty Skank Hoe Bird Bitch

You the rat and I'm the feline, u should be worried bitch I'm anything but benign

You can try ya hardest and take my place, you ain't a part of this you was erased

already warned now its now it's bout the action, see what I got it's enough to send you packin

When I'm done with you you'll be fittin in a basket, needless to say it's gonna be a closed casket

Not a mastermind will put you back together, what you think the back and forth gonna go on forever?

Bitch please you make me nauseas get me sick, wipe the drool close ya mouth and stay offa the dick

cant wait to show ya face have the balls to come around, guarantee in a minute u making love to the ground

It's ok get back up wipe off the dirt, even though I was last I'm still comin first

I know it kills you n tears you apart, should have been more careful where you placed your heart

So much invested wasted so much time, already picked up pieces just gotta claim what's mine

I'll take care of him good and treat him with respect, unlike you aint gotta be forced to open up them legs

doubt he'll look back and if he do it's just to see, how a DIRTY SKANK BIRD BITCH would look standin next to ME...haaa

Bitches n Hoez

Bitches n HOEZ, Bitches n HOEZ,

Don't get it confused I ain't 1 of those.

I may be a bitch but a HOE I am NOT,

Neva seen a HOE coppin n rockin what I got.

I'm too confident, I'm too independent,

Not once did I ask a nigga wit a knot to spend it.

I pay my own rent and buy my own clothes,

Not to be confused with them dollar store HOEZ.

Don't think them looks go unnoticed when I strut by,

Don't hate either bitch, what can I say? I fly high.

I'm that ride or die bitch, that Bonnie n Clyde bitch,

You the trifilin, simple, dirty skank cleanin the COCKpit.

Don't dare make eye contact with me, you not on my level,

Wouldn't want to leave your rags and weave all disheveled.

U probably suckin ya teeth right now, it's all good I know you ain't brush,

Matter of fact here's a coupon HOE go get yaself a toothbrush.

And another thing, you make contact with him I'll break your fukin face,

Have you seeing bright lights and feeling holier than Ma$e!

So keep your limbs outta my reach and your eyes to the floor,

Or soon you gonna regret not asking who was at the door...

Thinking of You

Dying inside although you can't see my pain, my eternal loss was another girls gain, I'm off the scale not a lil plain Jane, my fault for gettin caught up in someone elses game.

The days are long and the nights are longer,
each tear shed makes me just that much stronger.

When you snap into reality and the time is right, you'll see I never gave up that fight, I cried for you when I jumped on that flight, but my feelings now are simply hate and dislike.

Be happy over there stay warm in her bed, feed her the shit you
implanted in my head.

My numbers have changed as I'm sure you know, when you refer to me now please do so as ghost.

I don't wanna hear your voice and I don't wanna see you, I regret every moment spent tryna please you.

I hope your kids come out stupid and her pussy fuckin rots should you realize your mistake I'll be waitn here....NOTTTT!!!!